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A collection of my thoughts, emotions, and unfiltered musings. Some read like letters, others like quiet confessions—but all are pieces of me.

HUMAN CONNECTION

12th April 2025

What if—for once—I’m the poem, not the poet?

11th April 2025

Beyond What God Can Say

beyond anything God can say.

10th April 2025

Yes, I’m entitled.

Find Me in Submission

In the dance of trust, I find my true self—vulnerable, loved, and free.

what makes me feel truly alive

A Letter From the Friendless

I Like Being Alone

Every Page That I Wrote, You Were On It

My Mother, My First and Forever God

If I could gather the stars and pour them at your feet, I would.

My Soul Is Blue

I see blue in everything that reminds me I am still alive.

25th March 2025

May Flowers Grow in the Saddest Parts of Me

I will plant flowers in the places where grief once lived.

21st March 2025

Time Won’t Stop, So I’ll Run with It

If time won’t stop, then neither will I.

20th March 2025

Will You Save a Seat for Me?

even in my silence, you are not forgotten.

19th March 2025

Defined By Love

I want to be remembered for my love.

18th March 2025

A Love That Lives Beyond Time

If love could be held in hands, I would have gathered it in my palms, cupped like water, so you could drink from it and know—truly know—how deeply you are loved.

17th March 2025

A Love Like Spring

Because love, real love, is like spring. It returns. It renews. It stays.

16th March 2025

March 16

15th March 2025

A Love That Stayed

And in that moment, before our eyes ever met, I fell in love.

12th March 2025

I Want To Sleep

11th March 2025

He Healed Me

10th March 2025

To Lost Friends

A Man Not A Boy

Childhood Healing

Even at 50, I'd Still Want My Mum

I will always want my mum.

A Quiet Kind of Love

in the silences, in the way I remember you when you are not around.

The Future I Am Building, Far Away and Full of Love

To Write and Heal, Always.

23rd February 2025

I Am the Kind of Tired Sleep Can’t Fix

22nd February 2025

More Than Skin

Skin to skin, breath to breath—so close, I forget where I end and you begin.

21st February 2025

I Lied.

I lied—I'm not tough; my heart races in public, I feel alone even in a crowd, and when I'm hurt, I pull away from everyone, even the ones who love me most.

20th February 2025

The Last Time I Fall in Love

I don’t believe in many things the way I believe in you.

19th February 2025

Suspect: The Love That Feels Like Coming Home

The Love That Feels Like Coming Home

19th February 2025

The Light You Gave Me

I still remember the way I smiled when I first met you, and how, from that moment on, you became my safest place.

18th February 2025

Dirty Mind, Angel Eyes

I look like a poem; soft, quiet, made of light. But inside me, there are storms, there are wildfires, there are thoughts that would make the stars blush.

17th February 2025

Me, You, and Some Sunsets

There are moments when the world quiets, when everything stills, and I can almost hear my own heartbeat as if it were a song written in a language only you and I understand. I don’t know if it's the way the air feels at dusk, heavy with longing, or the way the sky sighs into itself, spilling colors so soft, they feel like whispers. But in these moments, I think of you.

16th February 2025

Pasta, Wine, and Kisses

16th February 2025

Progress: The Ache of Almost

It feels like I’m standing in the middle of my own life, watching it move forward but never as fast as I want it to. I can see the life I’m meant to live, but getting there feels like chasing the horizon—always just out of reach.

16th February 2025

If not you forever, nobody else ever.

If not you forever, then nobody else ever. My heart was never built for replacements, never meant to wander from soul to soul. It was made for you; only you.

14th February 2025

Do You Want to Check?

Some questions are only meant for one person, whispered in the quiet of longing.

15th February 2025

Love, If It Were a Place, I’d Never Leave.

If love were a place, I’d never pack my bags. I’d never glance at the door. Because nothing out there could ever feel like you.

15th February 2025

I miss you in a way that hurts.

I miss you in the way that silence fills a room after a loud conversation, in the way the air feels empty when a song suddenly stops playing. I miss you in the spaces where you should be, in the moments you should have been a part of. Love is warm, but longing? Longing is cruel.

14th February 2025

Happy Valentine’s Day, my love.

13th February 2025

I Will Love You in Every Lifetime.

If love were a thread, ours would stretch beyond time, weaving through centuries, binding us in ways the universe cannot undo. I swear, if I had to find you in a thousand different lives, I would. If the stars scattered us across worlds, I would search every sky until I saw the light in your eyes again. No matter where, no matter when—my soul will always know yours. I will love you in every lifetime.

12th February 2025

You are mine, and I am yours.

You are mine, and I am yours. Not in a way that chains or cages, but in a way that feels like home, like belonging, like something written in the stars.

11th February 2025

The Kind of Love That Feels Like a Slow Song

I can’t wait to have you look at me and fall in love with me every single time, as if love itself was reborn in your eyes.

11th February 2025

I Want To Live

Some nights, I wonder where I will end up—Sydney for its peace, Amsterdam for its poetry, or New York for its fire—but one thing is certain: one day, I will live.

10th February 2025

The Love I Almost Ran From

There was a time when I believed love had to hurt to be real.

10th February 2025

I Know Myself, But I’m Still Learning

I know myself. I know the way I carry more than I should, convincing myself that needing help and waiting for it are the same thing. But I am not alone—I am loved beyond measure, wrapped in grace that does not shake.

SPIRITUALITY

6th January 2025

The God Who Wouldn’t Let Me Go

The Lord is my shepherd, and yet I ran from Him.

7th February 2025

Moments of Grace: Recognizing God's Presence in Everyday Life

In the quiet of my life, I discovered that God isn’t distant but a loving companion whispering hope in every silent moment.

6th February 2025

I Have Searched for God in Millions of People

I have searched for God in millions of people.

1st January 2025

My Journey of Discovering God

In this heartfelt reflection, I share my personal journey of discovering God; not as a distant creator, but as a friend, protector, and guide. I invite you to explore your own connection to Him and embrace His love.

MIND & WELL-BEING

7th February 2025

Finding Peace in Simple Moments

In the quiet pauses of a busy day, I find calm and clarity in the simple beauty of each moment.

30th November 2024

AN OPEN LETTER TO DRUG TRAFFICKERS.

By Neta Nwaedozie